My California
And a wedding on a cable car
My California
fresh roast coffee
small batch chocolate
a cat, not a dog,
rolling and lolling in the sun
El Niño, La Niña, tides and phases
of the moon, layers on and off
gray sky and green hills in January
plum blossoms in February
mixed-up Augusts in leggings and
boots dashing across streets
climbing hills, riding cable cars
long walks ending with cappuccinos
black turtlenecks, poetry
angst-ridden laughter
Northern, not Southern
upside down, inside out
rain on the rooftops
rhythm of hip hop
extremes of drought
and bomb cyclones
million-dollar bungalows
and homeless encampments
stock options and fentanyl
Yimbys and Nimbys
labyrinthian red tape
anything or anyone goes
protests and marches
idealistic and cynical
my state on the edge
of the continent
I knew I wanted to move to California in fifth grade when I visited San Francisco with my parents during Spring break. My dad was here on business so my mother and I explored the city. One day we went Ghirardelli Square and then hopped on the cable car along with a wedding party to travel back up the hill. The groom wore mime, the bride wore a traditional wedding dress, and the cable car operator played the Wedding March as we traveled up Hyde St. I said then and there to my mother: “I’m moving to California, and I’m getting married in a cable car.”
True to my word, I moved to California in 1991, to attend grad school at Mills College, in Oakland. I’ve never left. This “state on the edge / of the continent” is home in ways that Texas, where I was born, never was. I just fit better here. And by here, I mean Northern California, the Bay Area. California is a state of contradictions, good and bad, but I love it in spite of its faults. I hold both. That to me is the definition of home. (Oh, I did not get married on cable car, at least not yet.)
This poem1 was chosen by California Poet Laureate Lee Herrick and the California Arts Council for the “Our California” project, where he invited poets to write about their California. The poems are divided by county and you can find mine under Contra Costa.
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by . This week her poem “Manifesto” and prompt is about why we write poetry. It’s worth reading her poem and the comments. As for meI write poetry to save my life
again
and again
and againOur California, 2024, California Arts Council, capoetlaureate.org/ourcalifornia
We’re practically neighbors. I’m in El Cerrito.
Smiled all the way through this, because ... yeah. No lies detected.
Love our state. Love your poems. 💛🌿